I wish I could see and hold them again, even just like this. That was one of the hardest things about the whole funeral experience. Knowing there was going to eventually be a moment that they were going to close the casket and I would not get to see their face again in this earthly life. That was really really hard on me. I think these two were two of the most gorgeous babies both inside and out to ever be born. I guess they were too perfect.....too pure for this wicked world. They will always be my babies.