Thursday, July 11, 2013

My Babies





I wish I could see and hold them again, even just like this. That was one of the hardest things about the whole funeral experience. Knowing there was going to eventually be a moment that they were going to close the casket and I would not get to see their face again in this earthly life. That was really really hard on me. I think these two were two of the most gorgeous babies both inside and out to ever be born. I guess they were too perfect.....too pure for this wicked world. They will always be my babies.
My babies.

4 comments:

Rebecca said...

Hi Jordan. You don't know me but we have several mutual friends and I heard about what happen to your two children. I also lost my son to SIDS in 2010. I've actually thought about you a lot and about the hell you must be going through. I know you hear it all the time but I am so sorry. Anyway, I just wanted to introduce myself. I didn't realize you had a blog or I would have been here before, saying hello.

Rebecca Patrick-Howard
author of COPING WITH GRIEF: THE ANIT-GUIDE TO INFANT LOSS
www.lifeaftersids.blogspot.com

Tristan said...

hello! I'm coming over from "another day stronger"...just wanted to let you know you will be in my prayers. Your babies are just perfect...my heart just aches for you.

Zhohn said...

Here from another day stronger. I can't imagine your heartache and trying to go on each day for your other children. My heart aches for you, I wish words could help. I pray that you will find the strength to get a little stronger each day and I hope that you know all of your children are proud of you. Also praying for your marriage and friendships.

Jamie Reese said...

Beautiful, beautiful babies