Friday, October 1, 2010
Putting Myself Out There
Those of you who know me know that I have always been a very open person who just tells it like it is. I realized tonight that I have shared way too much of myself on Facebook tonight and will hopefully not make that mistake again. One of the reasons I have done this, good or bad, is because most of my dearest friends are over a thousand miles away from me during this difficult time. It has allowed me the outlet that I needed at times too. I also have made the mistake of only venting on Facebook when I tend to be having a rough moment and I am sorry that ya'll havent seen more good ones, because I have had them. I was made aware tonight by a concerned person that I needed to stop the pity, move on and that I needed serious psychological therapy. (their exact words) I just wanted to say that I am sorry if I have made anyone think I wanted their pity and if my negative comments have been too much. I will not put myself out there again in such a personal way, especially on Facebook. I don't know how I am doing in my path of healing, but I am trying my best to do the best I can. I am also sorry if I have made anyone feel alienated by any of my comments because that was never my intention. I have appreciated, loved and will be eternally grateful for everyone who has left me a sweet comment or has prayed for my family and I. Maybe I should be doing better or acting a certain way, but I have never done any of this before and I am learning as I go....as we pick up the pieces.