Commenting on this video and a little bit of the Part 1 also...I was angry as well, it freaked my parents out because they were so worried about my testimony. It was hard for awhile on everything because I couldn't understand HOW this could happen to me when I try and do everything right, shouldn't I have been blessed?
I am always waking up my new baby because I am so afraid that he is going to die as well...PTSD sucks and I feel like it is taking away some of my excitement with my new baby.
Even though we know the "truth" about where our babies are, for me, it doesn't make it easier, I want him here with me. Everyone said how pure and perfect he was and I just want to scream that I wish he was naughty then so he can be with me.
At least you believe that you can accept her death, I don't think I can ever accept it...he should be here with his family. My other children shouldn't have to experience ANY of these feelings. That bothers me a lot...that it has effected them SO much.
Thinking of you and know that I know exactly how you feel, everything you have said I have felt.
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Commenting on this video and a little bit of the Part 1 also...I was angry as well, it freaked my parents out because they were so worried about my testimony. It was hard for awhile on everything because I couldn't understand HOW this could happen to me when I try and do everything right, shouldn't I have been blessed?
I am always waking up my new baby because I am so afraid that he is going to die as well...PTSD sucks and I feel like it is taking away some of my excitement with my new baby.
Even though we know the "truth" about where our babies are, for me, it doesn't make it easier, I want him here with me. Everyone said how pure and perfect he was and I just want to scream that I wish he was naughty then so he can be with me.
At least you believe that you can accept her death, I don't think I can ever accept it...he should be here with his family. My other children shouldn't have to experience ANY of these feelings. That bothers me a lot...that it has effected them SO much.
Thinking of you and know that I know exactly how you feel, everything you have said I have felt.
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